A new year without my friend

Posted by 2e0tpp on 06/01/2017 in 2017, January |

Well its 2017 and my lifelong friend has gone its been a strange christmas just me and dad no tree up or decerations just the TV and laptop and thats it, christmas will never be the same again i’m alone on my own now the person that made christmas special and loved it as much as i did has gone.

Me and dad visit mums grave once or twice a week, when i feel lonely i go on my own i miss her so much if only i had someone to share my life with but all i have now is me, dad has his memories and photos and friends and family he can talk about and to i just have a photo on my phone and the memories of helping hospital staff to communicate and allow mum to enjoy the last few months of her life.

I so badly wanted her to live to see me marry someone and have a family i won’t see her smile when i acheive something or when i have a family i won’t be able to let mum meet them and i will never be able to explain how i feel to anyone again, I am as lonely now as ever and wish happiness would come my way.

Copyright © 2013-2019 The Personal Blog of Glynn Finney All rights reserved.
This site is using the MultiBusiness Child-Theme, v3.1.4, on top of
the Parent-Theme Desk Mess Mirrored, v2.5, from BuyNowShop.com