Have this feeling i’m upsetting people yet again and me having this wise idea to be a part of groups that are going on maybe wasn’t that wise maybe i should have stuck to my original plan and stayed well away from everything every time i try to explain how i feel i mix everything up and make myself look even more of a fool. Much like the comedian Norman Wisdom once sang about!
I’m not doing to well anymore I’ve always been the clown and that is what everyone knows me as i used to enjoy being a part of all that was going on around me now i just want to be as far away as possible but then went I’m far away i just want to be even further away.
I have all these dreams but I’ll never be able to for fill them and the thing i was once told my life would be a disaster waiting to happen. so i became the local clown to hide the dreams and i enjoy it.